Thursday, 29 January 2009

A Lesson From The Ones I Love

Early sounds of the snow plow across the street. Unusual for a Thursday morning, even with the fresh snow fallen yesterday evening and through the night: there must be some activity planned at the church.

Upon rising, the children noticed something else unusual: A pickup truck, parked overnight next to the snow pile, was now wedged tightly in between two snow piles, and a nice plow ridge blocking him in from behind! As we looked out the window, someone (we assume the owner) walked to the truck, looking at the predicament, considering. He looked at how closely the snow was piled beside the doors, climbed the hill, and tried to open the door while perched atop the snow. Unsuccessfully. After some more looking and a couple of more attempts, he left, whether to find a shovel or some other way to work, we didn't know.

As the children stood at the window, brightness began to spread over one of the faces.

"We could go out there and help him. We could use our shovels to get him out!"

And so they went, two of The Ones I Love, pulling on snow pants and gloves, hats and scarves. All without even having their own breakfast.



Anyone who has shovelled the end of a driveway after a snowplow has been by knows what density of matter these children were dealing with. It was heavy, packed, and thick. But these two small ones worked for over an hour on empty stomachs, trying to free this trapped vehicle from its snowbound state.



They hoped to make an opening beside the driver's door so that it could open enough to admit the owner when he returned, but weariness and hunger overcame and the pair came inside.

The excitement with which they tackled this act of service was remarkable to me. They knew it would be hard work. They didn't know the owner. They didn't think he'd even find out that they were the ones who had done it. But they wanted to do it.

I have so much to learn.

Sunday, 25 January 2009

Penultimate MMM Check In for January 2009



This week's check in is not a whole lot farther along than last week's. I know that it's because I wasn't at all diligent in reviewing the passage through the week, but let myself get distracted by other things. It is my goal to have this entire piece ready for the end of MMM, and I'm going to work at it, "forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead"!

So, here it is:

::

Philippians Chapter 1:1-4:1 (NIV)

Chapter 1

Paul and Timothy, servants of Christ Jesus,
To all the saints in Christ Jesus at Philippi, together with the overseers and deacons:
Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.


I thank my God every time I remember you. In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus (omitted).

It is right for me to feel this way about all of you, since I have you in my heart; for whether I am in chains or defending and confirming the gospel, all of you share in God's grace with me. God can testify how I long for all of you with the affection of Christ Jesus.

And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through (Jesus Christ) inverted—to the glory and praise of God.

Now I want you to know, brothers, that what has happened to me has really served to advance the gospel. As a result, it has become clear throughout the whole palace guard and to everyone else that I am in chains for Christ. Because of my chains, most of the brothers in the Lord have been encouraged to speak the word of God more courageously and fearlessly.

It is true that some preach Christ out of envy and rivalry, but others out of goodwill (substituted 'love'). The latter do so in love, (prompt) knowing that (end prompt) I am put here for the defence of the gospel. The former preach Christ out of selfish ambition, not sincerely, supposing that they can stir up trouble for me while I am in chains. But what does it matter? The important thing is that in every way, whether from false motives or true, Christ is preached. And because of this I rejoice.

Yes, and I will continue to rejoice, for I know that through your prayers and the help given by the Spirit of Jesus Christ, what has happened to me will turn out for my deliverance. I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. If I am to go on living in the body, this will mean fruitful labour for me. Yet what shall I choose? I do not know! I am torn between the two: I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is better by far; but it is more necessary for you that I remain in the body. Convinced of this, I know that I will remain, and I will continue with all of you for your progress and joy in the faith, so that through my being with you again your joy in Christ Jesus will overflow on account of me.

Whatever happens, conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ. Then, whether I come and see you or only hear about you in my absence, I will know that you stand firm in one spirit, contending as one man for the faith of the gospel without being frightened in any way by those who oppose you. This is a sign to them that they will be destroyed, but that you will be saved—and that by God. For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe on him, but also to suffer for him, since you are going through the same struggle you saw I had, and now hear that I still have.

Chapter 2

If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any fellowship with the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose. Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others.

Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus:

Who, being in very nature God,
did not consider equality with God something to be grasped,
but made himself nothing,
taking the very nature of a servant,
being made in human likeness.
And being found in appearance as a man,
he humbled himself
and became obedient to death—
even death on a cross!
Therefore God exalted him to the highest place
and gave him the name that is above every name,
that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow,
in heaven and on earth and under the earth,
and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord,
to the glory of God the Father.

Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed—not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence—continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose.

Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe as you hold out the word of life—in order that I may boast on the day of Christ that I did not run or labour for nothing. But even if I am being poured out like a drink offering on (substituted 'upon') the sacrifice and service coming from your faith, I am glad and rejoice with all of you. So you too should be glad and rejoice with me.

I hope in the Lord Jesus to send Timothy to you soon, that I also may be cheered when I receive news about you. I have no one else like him, who takes a genuine interest in your welfare. For everyone looks out for his own interests, not those of Jesus Christ. But you know that Timothy has proved himself, because (substituted 'for') as a son with his father he has served with me in the work of the gospel. I hope, therefore, to send him as soon as I see how things go with me. And I am confident in the Lord that I myself will come soon.

But I think it is necessary to send back to you Epaphroditus, my brother, fellow worker and fellow soldier, who is also your messenger, whom you sent to take care of my needs. For he longs for all of you and is distressed because you heard he was ill. Indeed he was ill, and almost died. But God had mercy on him, and not on him only but also on me, to spare me sorrow upon sorrow. Therefore I am all the more eager to send him, so that when you see him again you may be glad and I may have less anxiety. Welcome him in the Lord with great joy, and honour men like him, because he almost died for the work of Christ, risking his life to make up for the help you could not give me.

Chapter 3

Finally, my (omitted) brothers, rejoice in the Lord! It is no trouble for me to write the same things to you again, and it is a safeguard for you.

Watch out for those dogs, those men who do evil, those mutilators of the flesh. For it is we who are the circumcision, we who worship by the Spirit of God, who glory in Christ Jesus, and who put no confidence in the flesh— (added 'even') though I myself have reasons for such confidence.

If anyone else thinks he has reasons to put confidence in the flesh, I have more: circumcised on the eighth day, of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews; in regard to the law, a Pharisee; as for zeal, persecuting the church; as for legalistic righteousness, faultless.

But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is (substituted 'comes') through faith in Christ—the righteousness that comes from God and is by faith. I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead.

Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, (omitted) I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win (substituted 'reach') the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

All of us who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you. Only let us (prompt) live up (end prompt) to what we have already attained.

(prompt) Join with others (end prompt) in following my (substituted 'the') example (added 'we gave you'), brothers, and (prompt) take note (end prompt) of those who live according to the pattern we gave you. For, as I have often told you before and now say again even with tears, many live as enemies of the cross of Christ. Their destiny is destruction, their god is their stomach, and their glory is in their shame. Their mind is on earthly things. But our citizenship is in heaven. And we (prompt) eagerly await (end prompt) a Saviour from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control, will (substituted 'is able to') transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body.

Chapter 4

Therefore, my brothers, you whom (substituted 'who') I love and long for, my joy and (added 'my') crown, that is how you should (prompt) stand firm in the Lord, dear friends! (end prompt)

Friday, 23 January 2009

Gifts Recognized


211. Confession. Cleansing.
::
212. Arrangements being made for time with a friend.
::
213. Joy at the dusting of snow in the morning.
::
214. Descision to act upon.
::
215. "The baby getting washed at church." Words from one of The Ones I Love.
::
216. Prayers of friends
::
217. Hawk sighted in the backyard.
::
218. Precious touch.
::
219. Boys' faces bright with amazement at drawings of a baby in utero.
::
220. Long awaited mail.
::
221. A year of consistent quiet times for one of The Ones I Love.
::
222. Anticipation building up the joy.
::
223. Countdowns.
::
224. Little fingers drawing on oversized paper.
::
225. Time to listen. Ears to hear.
::
226. Safe arrival of my Mom.
::
227. Renewing sleep.
::
228. Dear Man's willingness to serve.
::
229. Quiet time - Rest time.
::
230. Friendships.
::
231. Conversations that open up new ideas.

The Lord gives only gifts. Everything is a gift. The gift in everything is the potential for a deeper relationship with Him.

Thursday, 22 January 2009

Gifts from Autumn


I was going to title this "Gifts from the Fall," but that sounded like I was going to do some sort of theological treatise, so I changed it! Funny, how wording something slightly differently can make such a huge difference.



::

203. Fascination with the earth and its fruits.

::

204. Passion in a little boy's heart.

::

205. Faces of The Ones I Love gathtered at the table.

::

206. Abundance.

::

207. Prayer in the Spirit.

::

208. A Father Who is strong and can carry my burden, carry me without it wearing Him. I am not a burden to Him.

::

209. Boys and their toys.

::

210. Warmth penetrating a stiff, sore neck.

Wednesday, 21 January 2009

More than 200 Gifts!


194. A time of understanding.
::
195. Awareness of patterns.
::
196. Schedule made and affirmed.
::
197. Opportunities to embrace The Ones I Love.
::
198. Understanding what Loss is.
::
199. Awe-filled moments observing creation.
::
200. Friendships founded on Your presence.
::
201. Aches in my soul: Yearnings for Heaven.

Tuesday, 20 January 2009

More Gifts


188. Ability to feel.
::
189. Healing through the Body.
::
190. Creativity.
::
191. Consequences accepted with grace.
::
192. Two twenty-year marriages in my family this year.
::
193. Growing body curled in my lap.

Monday, 19 January 2009

Half Way Through January 2009 Mega Memory Month


These words are going through my head all the time. Whenever I have a moment that I'm not thinking about anything, it seems that my brain switches into "MMM" mode, and I start reciting my passage in my head. It's nice that it has become so automatic to think about it. Now if I could just get some of those spots that are consistently in need of prompting to come as automatically.

There is one spot in Chapter 2, right after the lovely passage about Jesus Christ humbling himself and being exalted by God for the glory of God, that I always seem to miss. It begins, "Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed..." and I think I skip it because it seems similar to an earlier part from Chapter 1 where Paul writes "Whatever happens, conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel..." Both passages talk about Paul wanting the Philippians to continue in the right way whether he is with them or not. I guess I need to remember that it wasn't enough for him to tell them that in the first part alone: he had to repeat it yet again!

I suppose that's true for me, too. It isn't enough for me to hear good advice, good counsel only once. I need to hear it again and again, in different settings, from different voices. I'm so glad that the Lord doesn't only instruct me once, but is willing to keep repeating His Words until I understand them, internalize them, and obey them. (And then He says them again when I've moved on to other things and am neglecting them yet again!) What grace He has for me!

So, here's check-in 2 for January 2009's Mega Memory Month:

Philippians Chapter 1:1-4:1 (NIV)
Chapter 1
Paul and Timothy, servants of Christ Jesus,
To all the saints in Christ Jesus at Philippi, together with the overseers and deacons:
Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

I thank my God every time I remember you. In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.

It is right for me to feel this way about all of you, since I have you in my heart; for whether I am in chains or defending and confirming the gospel, all of you share in God's grace with me. God can testify how I long for all of you with the affection of Christ Jesus.

And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you may be able to discern what is best and may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through (Jesus Christ) inverted—to the glory and praise of God.

Now I want you to know, brothers, that what has happened to me has really served to advance the gospel. As a result, it has become clear throughout the whole palace guard and to everyone else that I am in chains for Christ. Because of my chains, most of the brothers in the Lord have been encouraged to speak the word of God more courageously and fearlessly.

It is true that some preach Christ out of envy and rivalry, but others out of goodwill. The latter do so in love, knowing that I am put here for the defence of the gospel. The former preach Christ out of selfish ambition, not sincerely, supposing that they can stir up trouble for me while I am in chains. But what does it matter? The important thing is that in every way, whether from false motives or true, Christ is preached. And because of this I rejoice.

Yes, and I will continue to rejoice, for I know that through your prayers and the help given by the Spirit of (Jesus Christ) inverted, what has happened to me will turn out for my deliverance. I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. If I am to go on living in the body, this will mean fruitful labour for me. Yet what shall I choose? I do not know! I am torn between the two: I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is better by far; but it is more necessary for you that I remain in the body. Convinced of this, I know that I will remain, and (I) omitted will continue with all of you for your progress and joy in the faith, so that through my being with you again your joy in Christ Jesus will overflow on account of me.

Whatever happens, conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ. Then, whether I come and see you or only hear about you in my absence, I will know that you stand firm in one spirit, contending as one man for the faith of the gospel without being frightened in any way by those who oppose you. This is a sign to them that they will be destroyed, but that you will be saved—and that by God. For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe on him, but also to suffer for him, since you are going through the same struggle you saw I had, and now hear that I still have.

Chapter 2

If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, if any comfort from his love, if any fellowship with the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose. Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. Each of you should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others.

Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus:

Who, being in very nature God,
did not consider equality with God something to be grasped,
but made himself nothing,
taking the very nature of a servant,
being made in human likeness.
And being found in appearance as a man,
he humbled himself
and became obedient to death—
even death on a cross!
Therefore God exalted him to the highest place
and gave him the name that is above every name,
that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow,
in heaven and on earth and under the earth,
and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord,
to the glory of God the Father.

Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed—not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence—continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose.

Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe as you hold out the word of life—in order that I may boast on the day of Christ that I did not run or labour for nothing. But even if I am being poured out like a drink offering on the sacrifice and service coming from your faith, I am glad and rejoice with all of you. So you too should be glad and rejoice with me.

I hope in the Lord Jesus to send Timothy to you soon, that I also may be cheered when I receive news about you. I have no one else like him, who takes a genuine interest in your welfare. For everyone looks out for his own interests, not those of Jesus Christ. But you know that Timothy has proved himself, because as a son with his father he has served with me in the work of the gospel. I hope, therefore, to send him as soon as I see how things go with me. And I am confident in the Lord that I myself will come soon.

But I think it is necessary to send back to you Epaphroditus, my brother, fellow worker and fellow soldier, who is also your messenger, whom you sent to take care of my needs. For he longs for all of you and is distressed because you heard he was ill. Indeed he was ill, and almost died. But God had mercy on him, and not on him only but also on me, to spare me sorrow upon sorrow. prompt Therefore end prompt I am all the more eager to send him, so that when you see him again you may be glad and I may have less anxiety. Welcome him in the Lord with great joy, and honour men like him, because he almost died for the work of Christ, risking his life to make up for the help you could not give me.

Chapter 3

Finally, my brothers, rejoice in the Lord! It is no trouble for me to write the same things to you again, and it is a safeguard for you.

Watch out for those dogs, those men who do evil, those mutilators of the flesh. For it is we who are the circumcision, we who worship by the Spirit of God, who glory in Christ Jesus, and who put no confidence in the flesh—though I myself have reasons for such confidence.

If anyone else thinks he has reasons to put confidence in the flesh, I have more: circumcised on the eighth day, of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews; in regard to the law, a Pharisee; as for zeal, persecuting the church; as for legalistic righteousness, faultless.

But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which is through faith in Christ—the righteousness that comes from God and is by faith. I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead.

Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

All of us who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, that too God will make clear to you. Only let us live up to what we have already attained.

Join with others in following my example, brothers, and take note of those who live according to the pattern we gave you. For, as I have often told you before and now say again even with tears, many live as enemies of the (cross) substituted "gospel" of Christ. Their destiny is destruction, their god is their stomach, and their glory is in their shame. Their mind is on earthly things. But our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Saviour added "who will come" from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, who, by the power that enables him to (bring) substitued "put" everything under his control, will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body.

Chapter 4

Therefore, my brothers, you whom I love and long for, my joy and crown, that is how you should (stand firm in the Lord, dear friends!) completely blanked out!

::

Progress was made this week, and for that I glorify the Lord! This has not been easy, but it has shown me what I can do with His strength and with commitment to consistent review.
Now I'm going to hop over and visit Ann and see what everyone else has managed for MMM this week. Why don't you take a look, too, and see if there's someone you can offer encouragement to?

One Thousand Gifts

These thanks for gifts from the fall:




185. Release of a monarch.
::


186. Wholeness.
::
187. Your Perfection in weakness.

Sunday, 18 January 2009

One Thousand Gifts

I was looking back through my journal and realized that there were many gifts I had not yet recorded here.

These ones are from early October, when I made my first foray into planting bulbs in the garden.

181. Soil's blanket of warmth protecting newly planted bulbs from frost.
::
182. Time of rest, strengthening, growth within.
::
183. Willing service.
::
184. Life enclosed in a small package, awaiting spring for fulfillment.

I'm excited to see what will happen with these bulbs. We carefully selected a mixture of tulips, daffodils, crocuses, and snow drops in a variety of colours that we thought would buoy our spirits when spring drew them from the ground.

Hours were spent in the front and back yards, digging, mixing in nutrients, and planting the bulbs. And then, that very evening and the next couple of days, we had to chase squirrel after squirrel out of the garden. They were digging, too, but in a counterproductive way, removing bulbs from the homes we'd given them.

Dear Man and My Girl located some unused chicken wire in the garage and pegged it securely over all the bulb plantings. That seemed to work to keep the squirrels out, so, now we wait for spring to arrive to see what the results of our efforts will be.

As I've written before, this year has seen a tremendous amount of snow - almost 250 cm of snow already, and we're only half way through January. I can guarantee that, by the time these blossoms show their heads, we'll be ready for them!

Monday, 12 January 2009

MMM Week 1 Check In - Philippians

Below is the text of Philippians 1:1-4:1 (NIV) which is the complete passage I am working on this month. I recited it to My Girl and she marked up a written copy of the text. I've transferred her record of my errors onto this copy.
<> = omitted word(s) in orange
( ) = corrected
__ = prompted
words in blue were additions
- - = just plain goofed up this section
other editorial comments in green

I've spent most of the first week of MMM trying to solidify Chapter 1:1-3:14 which I've previously memorized, and have only in the last couple of days begun adding in the remainder of Chapter 3 and 4:1. I decided to include the first verse of Chapter 4 as it seemed to be more of a unit with the end of Chapter 3 than with the rest of Chapter 4.

So, now that you know what I'm working on, here it is:

Philippians

Chapter 1

Paul and Timothy, servants of Christ Jesus,
To all the saints in Christ Jesus at Philippi, together with the overseers and deacons:

Grace and peace to you from God our Father and the Lord Jesus Christ.

I thank my God every time I remember you. In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy because of your partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.

It is right for me to feel this way about all of you, since I have you in my heart; for whether I am in chains or defending and confirming the gospel, all of you share in God's grace with me. God can testify how I long for all of you with the affection of Christ Jesus.

And this is my prayer: that your love may abound more and more in knowledge and depth of insight, so that you (<
may be able to discern what is best and>) may be pure and blameless until the day of Christ, filled with the fruit of righteousness that comes through Jesus Christ—to the glory and praise of God.

Now I want you to know, brothers, that what has happened to me has really served to advance the gospel. As a result, it has become clear throughout the whole palace guard and to everyone else that I am in chains for Christ. Because of my chains, most of the brothers in the Lord have been encouraged to speak the word of God more courageously and fearlessly.

It is true that some preach Christ out of envy and rivalry, but others out of goodwill. The latter do so in love, knowing that I am put here for the defence of the gospel. The former preach Christ out of selfish ambition, not sincerely, supposing that they can stir up trouble for me while I am in chains. But what does it matter? The important thing is that in every way, whether from false motives or true, Christ is preached. And because of this I rejoice.

Yes, and I will continue to rejoice, for I know that through your prayers and the help given by the Spirit of -Jesus Christ-
(inverted and corrected), what has happened to me will turn out for my deliverance. I eagerly expect and hope that I will in no way be ashamed, but will have sufficient courage so that now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me, to live is Christ <and> but to die is gain. If I am to go on living in the body, this will mean fruitful labour for me. Yet what shall I choose? I do not know! I am torn between the two: I desire to <depart and> be with Christ, which is better by far; but it is more necessary for you that I remain in the body. Convinced of this, I know that I will remain, and I will continue with all of you for your progress and joy in the faith, so that through my being with you again your joy in Christ Jesus will overflow on account of me.

_prompt_Whatever happens,
_end prompt_ conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the gospel of Christ. Then, whether I come and see you or only hear about you in my absence, I will know that you stand firm in one spirit, contending as one man for the faith of the gospel without being frightened in any way by those who oppose you. This is a sign to them that they will be destroyed, but that you will be saved—and that by God. For it has been granted to you on behalf of Christ not only to believe on him, but also to suffer for him, since you are going through the same struggle you saw I had, and now hear that I still have.

Chapter 2

If you have any encouragement from being united with Christ, (<
if any comfort from his love,>) if any fellowship with the Spirit, if any tenderness and compassion, then make my joy complete by being like-minded, having the same love, being one in spirit and purpose. Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit, but in humility consider others better than yourselves. <Each of you> Everyone should look not only to your own interests, but also to the interests of others.

Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus:
Who, being in very nature God,
did not consider equality with God something to be grasped,
but made himself nothing,
taking the very nature of a servant,
being made in human likeness.
And being found in appearance as a man,
he humbled himself
and became obedient to death—
even death on a cross!
Therefore God exalted him to the highest place
and gave him the name that is above every name,
that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow,
in heaven and on earth and under the earth,
and every tongue confess
that Jesus Christ is Lord,
to the glory of God the Father.

(<almost omitted - began the next paragraph and then corrected>) Therefore, my dear friends, as you have always obeyed—not only in my presence, but now much more in my absence—continue to work out your salvation with fear and trembling, for it is God who works in you to will and to act according to his good purpose. >)

Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe as you hold out the word of life—in order that I may boast on the day of Christ that I did not run or labour for nothing. But even if I am being poured out like a drink offering on the sacrifice and service coming from your faith, I am glad and rejoice with all of you. So you too should be glad and rejoice with me.

I hope in the Lord Jesus to send Timothy to you soon, that I also may be cheered when I receive news about you. I have no one else like him, who takes a genuine interest in your welfare. For everyone looks out for his own interests, not those of -Jesus Christ- inverted. But you know that Timothy has proved himself, because as a son with his father he has served with me in the work of the gospel. _prompt I hope, therefore,
end prompt_ to send him as soon as I see how things go with me. And I am confident in the Lord that I myself will come soon.

But I think it is necessary to send back to you Epaphroditus, my brother, fellow worker and fellow soldier, who is also your messenger, whom you sent to take care of my needs. For he longs for all of you and is distressed because you heard he was ill. Indeed he was ill, and almost died. But God had mercy on him, and not on him only but also on me, to spare me sorrow upon sorrow. _prompt Therefore end prompt_ I am all the more eager to send him, <so> that when you see him again you may be glad and I may have less anxiety. Welcome him in the Lord with great joy, and honour men like him, because he almost died for the work of Christ, risking his life to make up for the help you could not give (-me-).

Chapter 3

Finally, my brothers, rejoice in the Lord! It is no trouble for me to write the same things to you again, and it is a safeguard for you.

Watch out for those dogs, those men who do evil, those mutilators of the flesh. For it is we who are the circumcision, we who worship by the Spirit of God, who glory in Christ Jesus, and who put no confidence in the flesh—even though I myself have reasons for such confidence. If anyone else thinks he has reasons to put confidence in the flesh, I have more: circumcised on the eighth day, of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews; in regard to the law, a Pharisee; as for zeal, persecuting the church; as for legalistic righteousness, faultless.

But whatever was to my profit I now consider loss for the sake of Christ. What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that I may gain Christ and be found in him, not having a righteousness of my own that comes from the law, but that which (<
is through faith in Christ—the righteousness that>) comes from God and is by faith. I want to know Christ and the power of his resurrection and the fellowship of sharing in his sufferings, becoming like him in his death, and so, somehow, to attain to the resurrection from the dead.

Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. My Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to (-win the prize-) for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.

All of us who are mature should take such a view of things. And if on some point you think differently, _prompt that too God
end prompt_ will make clear to you. Only let us live up to what we have already attained.

_prompt Join with others end prompt_ in following <my> the example I gave you, brothers, _prompt and take note of those end prompt_ who live according to the pattern we gave you. For, <as> I have <often> told you before and now say again even with tears, (-many
- there are those) live as enemies of the _prompt cross end prompt_ of Christ. Their destiny is destruction, their god is their stomach, and their glory is in their shame. <Their mind is on earthly things. But our citizenship is in heaven. And we eagerly await a Saviour from there, the Lord Jesus Christ, who, by the power that enables him to bring everything under his control, will transform our lowly bodies so that they will be like his glorious body.

Chapter 4

Therefore, my brothers, you whom I love and long for, my joy and crown, that is how you should stand firm in the Lord, dear friends! >


So, there it is. Obviously lots to do in the latter section, but I'm really pleased how well the review of the first 2 1/2 chapters has gone! Those words from all those years ago really are still there!

Saturday, 10 January 2009

Knowing Deeply - The Act of Knowing

Sometimes I wonder if I'm 'in my head' too much. And other times (like recently) I avoid thinking deeply because I know that the time commitment and emotional energy required of it is more than I have available. But those times of avoidance are times when, in addition to not thinking deeply, I'm not living deeply. Things are happening around me, I'm reading good books, listening to interesting lectures, sermons, etc., but I'm an observer, and they aren't sinking into the depths of me. As a result, those interesting conversations, etc., don't stay with me: I can't remember much of them within a day or two, and they aren't changing me the way I thought they might when I was first listening or observing.

Why does that happen? Why can't I recall those things that really did seem significant when I heard them? What does it take to make something 'my own'?

Charlotte Mason would likely say that the very fact that I didn't make it my own was the reason that I couldn't recall it, the reason it didn't change me. It was like a lovely dish placed before me at a buffet, but not partaken of: I only looked at it while someone else enjoyed it.

Here's what Charlotte Mason has to say about how we acquire knowledge:

Knowledge is that which we know; and the learner knows only by a definite act of knowing which he performs for himself... (Vol 6 p. 255)

The mind refuses to know anything except what reaches it in more or less literary form...Persons can 'get up' the driest of pulverised text-books and enough mathematics for some public examination; but these attainments do not appear to touch the region of the mind. (Vol. 6 p. 256)


I've seen this phenomenon; perhaps you have, too:

One day, as we walked into an examination room while undergrads at the University of Manitoba's Faculty of Education, one of my fellow students was cautiously maintaining a safe buffer area around himself. His arms were stiffly bent before him, his head posed immobile upon his neck. "Don't bump me," he said now and again. His fear? All that he had crammed into his head the night before would be dislodged and forever lost. He hadn't made the knowledge his own. It was still someone else's knowledge, precariously balanced on his mind until the exam was done, after which it would no longer be there.

How do we make it our own? How is information received transformed into knowledge that impacts?

Charlotte Mason says that for anyone, child or adult, brilliant or slow, rich or poor, there is but one main act of knowing: Narration. Telling back what has been read or heard or seen.
Now this art of telling back if Education and is very enriching. We all practise it, we go over in our minds the points of a conversation, a lecture, a sermon, an article, and we are so made that only those ideas and arguments which we go over are we able to retain. Desultory reading or hearing is entertaining and refreshing, but is only educative here and there as our attention is strongly arrested. Further, we not only retain but realise, understand, what we thus go over. Each incident stands out, every phrase acquires new force, each link in the argument if riveted, in fact we have performed THE ACT OF KNOWING, and that which we have read, or heard, becomes a part of ourselves, it is assimilated after the due rejection of waste matter...We realise that there is an act of knowing to be performed; that no one can know without this act, that it must be self-performed, that it is as agreeable and natural to the average child or man as singing is to the song thrush, that "to know" is indeed a natural function. (Vol 6 p. 292)

I love these words! I love to think about how natural this is to humans, to have the words and ideas we come upon sink into our lives through narration, through journaling, through analysis and conversation.

So I'm going to just spend some time thinking on all this, seeing how I can get out of the shallow place I've been for a while and move back into the depths of knowledge. God has so much for me - I don't want to waste another minute!

Friday, 2 January 2009

100 Posts on PeaceLedge -- And Mega Memory Month is Back

Maybe it's fitting that this 100th post is a return to memorization. (Or maybe I'd have thought it fitting no matter what the topic was!)

Scripture memorization is something that I've worked at off and on for a long time, starting with Sunday School and Catechism classes, moving into Bible Studies and personal Bible times.
Fourteen years ago, while Dear Man and I were missionaries in Russia, our team made a specific commitment to memorizing Scripture, focusing on the passages that went with our "Scriptural Roots of Ministry" weekly team Bible Study.

After at least a dozen weeks of choosing different passages of, probably, 1-6 verses, I decided that I wanted to try something more cohesive: memorizing the book of Philippians. I started on it in Krasnodar, and made it through the first 2 chapters. The team accountability helped tremendously as I knew that each week I'd be called on to recite the new verses I'd learned as well as portions someone else picked from what I'd previously learned.

When I returned to Canada, I tried to keep it up, but going it alone was a lot harder, and slowly I began to slack off. So as of today I have Philippians 1 quite securely in place, chapter 2 more fuzzy, but there with promptings, and the first 16 or so verses of chapter 3 aren't too bad either.

All this to say that:

Ann's sea coral MMM button

It's Mega Memory Month again!


Here’s the info on how to participate, pulled from Ann Kroeker's MMM blog post:

  1. Pick something you’d like to memorize. Something long. Something formidable. Something mega. (Mega to you may not be mega to me–simply challenge yourself relative to what you’ve tackled in the past.) Could be poetry, a famous speech, or a passage of Scripture. Your choice.
  2. Announce it on your blog whenever you like. If you find out about MMM late or forget about it until halfway through the month, no problem. Jump in and do what you can in the time that remains.
  3. Leave me a link (in comments or via e-mail) that will take readers to your own blog’s MMM post. Non-bloggers of course may participate as well. I'll update this post and place names and links in a prominent spot.
  4. Please include the new MMM button to tie us together visually. It helps interested readers find and join the challenge!
  5. Start memorizing!
  6. Consider a final celebration project. I’m encouraging MMM participants to come up with some kind of end-of-month project to celebrate how far they’ve come. MMM Celebration Day will be on the last day of January–Saturday the 31st.

(I hope you realize that all the occurrences of "me" and "I" in the instructions are referring to Ann. She's the lovely soul who is hosting this event.)

My goal for MMM January 2009 is to solidify the first 2 1/2 chapters and to add on to the end of chapter 3. I really want to do this, so the motivation is there, but I know that it will be work of the greatest kind. By the grace of God, I will move ahead with this and have these precious words inscribed in my heart.

So here goes. Will you try it, too?

Happy New Year!

I hope you've all enjoyed the holidays, time with loved ones, celebrating faith and hope. Now a new year is upon us and we have much to look forward to. As you look ahead, consider reading this post by Leslie Noelani Laurio on the ChildLight USA blog. Leslie is inspiring, as always, and it would be so good to be inspired in the direction she is addressing.

Enjoy!

And see you in a couple of weeks: our next meeting is Tuesday, January 13, 2009 at Karen's home. Contact me if you need directions.

Thursday, 1 January 2009

One Year in 40 Seconds

Barb at the Handbook of Nature Study pointed me to this short video, and I am, in turn, sharing it with you. It's beautiful!
It might take a moment for you to see the play button, but once you do, press play. The downloading of the video will take some time if, like me, you don't have a high speed connection, but it's worth the wait.
What you'll see will be a time-lapse video of the same location in a wooded area over the course of a full year.



@ Yahoo! Video

After the video finishes, there will be opportunity to replay or to click on other videos. You choose others at your own risk: this is the only one I've viewed!