Monday, 30 January 2012

Lavish Love

Reflecting on the Lord's lavish love, His abundant, overflowing love. I sit, amazed at the immensity of generosity, and the tears begin to puddle in my eyes and make their way down my cheeks.  

These tears – what are they for? I hide myself to talk with the Lord, and He shows me this:

He doesn't just want to give a token to show His love. He wants to pour it out in abundance. He wants to bless us, to shower His goodness on us. He wants us to know that He cares about the hard parts and, rather than take them away, He shows His love in the midst of them. He wants us to know that we are not forgotten and alone. Sometimes He simply wants to smother us in love.
And He wants to use the Church to do it - the Body of Christ, privileged to participate in His wild generosity. 

But even more than all that, He shows me this: It wasn't about me or us or anything we do. It was all about Him, about giving me a clearer picture of the God who is bigger and fuller and more than anything I have yet understood. It was all about Him.

It's all about Him.

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All this, from December's days, from the deep reflecting I've been doing after experiencing overwhelming generosity, and from trying to find words to express to the givers the way the Giver worked through them.

Monday, 23 January 2012

Two Days

They've backed out of the driveway, leaving a hole in my heart. Two days is all these two will be gone, but when they're ones buried deep in the heart, days might as well be weeks.

We've made the preparations: food in the fridge for us, in the cooler for them. They have the phone, we have Skype. All they'll need for the next two days really isn't much, not in a physical sense. But do they have all they need in their hearts? Do we? Do they know how much love is traveling with them? Do they know how many prayers are going up as they drive? There's no end to the wanderings of my thoughts as I follow them through images in my mind.

Two days. I can last two days.

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1021. One more morning together.
1022. Plans; imperfect, incomplete plans.
1023. Arms enfolding me.
1024. A break in the heat.
1025. Brown Eyed Boy's emerging sense of humor.
1026. Skirt from my sister, sent from 10,000 km away.
1027. Matching t-shirts.
1028. Black-out curtains.
1029. Shared embraces.

Wednesday, 11 January 2012

Gifts Like These

Gifts like these deserve to be remembered, shared, and most of all recognized. Thanks to the Giver for:

994. Insight to diffuse situations.
995. Time to catch up.
996. Truth pointed out in so many places.


997. You are not a God separate from Your creation.
998. I cannot consume You, cannot make there be less of You available for others.
999. In my bag: spoken words rediscovered.

1000. In my fridge: food for 20 ready to serve.
1001. In my heart: availability for interruptions.

1002. Reading: The Word
1003. Making: slow progress in respect, but still progress.
1004. Seeing: breakfast left on a boy's cheeks.
1005. Time given for transformation
1006. Arms around my neck.
1007. Kind words from 10,000 km away.
1008. Help with phone calls.
1009. Morning light and bird songs.


1010. "I look like you."
1011. Darkness falling as three sit, feet in the pool, heads bowed in prayer.
1012. Twenty-seven (or more?) years of written prayers, a corral for my thoughts.
1013. A little girl at a gate - more (not new really, but new to us) neighbours to meet.
1014. Sweaty boy-body, unable to sleep, sitting next to me looking at photos of Munich's Glockenspiel.
1015. Community-revealed truths.
1016. You tie everything together.
1017. Leftover smoothies turned to slushies.
1018. ONE cool room in the house.
1019. Time taken for reconciliation.
1020. The first things on the page: Praise and Thanksgiving.

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(I know this says 'Mondays', but I do mine whenever...)

Thursday, 5 January 2012

993 Gifts

Days, months, years of counting gifts. Posting? Doesn't always happen. But it's time to recommence with a public daily, weekly, monthly thanksgiving to the Giver.

I look back to see when my last count was shared. April. April? Could it be? Eight months of keeping my gratitude to myself? When He has given so much?

So I begin with some catch up gifts, pulling out completed journal, reliving past gifts. This recap is more for me than for anyone else, and I have no airy notion that anyone is going to read all this!

619. A stopped tongue.
633. My Girl smiling.
639. Pulling together to do hard things.
655. Story time, just me and my Brown Eyed Boy.

Going through the days long gone, I rediscover this episode.

Having spent a morning schooling and an afternoon exploring a museum, a light house, and more, we knew the children were going to have a difficult long drive home. I challenged them to think of 20 gifts from the day before we reached El Refugio, and they came through with 23! Here are the gifts we found together, followed by my own from other parts of that same day:

664. A day out.
665. Sand.
666. Going fast over the wavy bridge.
667. Squeals of delight.
668. Time with friends.
669. Little Ellie.
670. Climbing on rocks.










671. Shells that look like ART.
672. Hot dogs.
673. A car.
674. Sunny day.












675. Skeletons.
676. Time together.
677. Spontaneity.
678. Thankful children.
679. Bathrooms close by.













680. Lighthouse.

681. Big waves.










682. Sunset.










683. Sand ridge.
684.Warm sweaters.
685. Fun.

and my additions:

686. Five on the couch with bowls of ice cream.
687. Boys in pajamas.










688. Clay nests drawn in notebooks.
689. A walk outside.
690. School in different guise.

691. Impromptu walk on the beach.










692. Glow-in-the-dark teeth.











693. Burning muscles.
694. Twenty (20!!!) gifts easily named, redirecting weary bodies and hearts.
695. Kiss on my elbow.

And now back to selected gifts...

705. Little tooth lost.
747. Every day with My Girl; that's more than 5000 gifts right there! (on the eve. of her 15th birthday)
756. Little hands scrubbing floors. "I need my cloth refreshed."
764. Love that oozes out through hands and fingers.
776. Chocolate letter M's, five of them!
793. Truth.
806. Curious George ears on swim-capped boys.
808. You, Jesus, are my Deliverer.
820. You make Yourself known to me.
826. Laughter in the house.
829. From writhing, wimpering, and moaning in pain to completely pain free in minutes for my Brown Eyed Boy.
841. Tears that are permitted.
867. You don't leave me to my own forgetfulness.
928. Tears don't last forever.
971. A wee boy who doesn't just climb into my bed but right on top of me!
992. Different ideas about ministry.
993. Unity even when we disagree.

And that brings us to yesterday.
Tomorrow a new day. A new challenge. A resurgence of  hope and joy and thankfulness!

Thursday, 8 December 2011

Time Out

On October 29 our family marked our first full year in South America.

Then, in early December, we marked the anniversary of our team being complete in-country!

Being a celebratory kind of occasion, we decided that all 20 of us (and 4 extras, in the shape of visiting Grandparents) would do something special together: make a day-trip to Isla Gorriti (Gorriti Island), just off the coast of Punta del Este and Maldonado, in the wide Atlantic mouth of the Rio de la Plata.

We met at the pier in Punta del Este, purchased our tickets for passage on the shuttle boat, and climbed aboard. 


The boat was full with the two-member crew, a young couple out for a day trip, and our 24, with all our picnic gear of coolers, baskets, beach umbrellas, lawn chairs, and all the other paraphernalia needed for the day.



 

 


The water was calm on the way across, and the children and adults alike enjoyed taking in the beautiful morning view of the coastline which is our home, as well as looking ahead to the island where we would spend the day.


 

 


Stepping off the boat and walking onto the island felt a little bit surreal, and not just because we had to regain our land-legs. Everything about this island seemed bigger than life:

There were the over-sized palms, so large they made My Girl look like a doll.


And pile after heaping pile of mussel shells along the pathway, waiting for visitors to crush them into powder.


But maybe it was just that I was having trouble believing we were really here, where the colours were so vibrant, the sky so clear, finally having a day completely away from responsibilities and commitments. In the 13 1/2 months of living here, our family has really only had three or four days away from everything - some of those being half-days, just going to the beach, two being day-trips to see some local sights. This day away with the team was one we were going to savour from start to finish!

It didn't take long for us to walk to the other side of the island and stake our portion of the beach. It isn't quite summer yet, so the tourist season hasn't begun, and thus we had the beach practically to ourselves, with occasional couples and small groups finding their own places as the hourly shuttle boat brought them across.


Once we had our place, it was a matter of mere minutes before the shape of the day began to reveal itself: 

Some settled in to shady places, natural or man-made, where they could enjoy the view. 

 


Others planted themselves in full sun, ready to run, play, swim, and sweat!




Just before noon we started unpacking the picnic lunches each family had packed. Ham and cheese rolls with fresh tomatoes, fried chicken, potato salad, broccoli salad, cinnamon rolls, chocolate cake, a variety of fruits, just to name a portion of what was offered. The tables, blankets, and plates were laden with good things! 

(Not many pictures of picnic time - we were too busy enjoying the flavours and chasing away a stray dog that wanted my chicken bones!)
 



Lunch was followed by some heading off to explore, others enjoying the quiet of the beach.

Our family went exploring together with two team-mates. Right away my Dear Man decided to pour out the energy, and used the shell piles as hurdles, sprinting down the entire path. (His motto: If you're not sweating, you're not having fun.)




As we continued on our way to find the battlement ruins we'd been told about, we walked through this lovely arched pathway. I'm sure Anne Shirley would have been able to think of a most fitting name for this!


And then, exploring the stone battlement remains.




 






We had a leisurely walk back to our picnic site, gathering shells, admiring the view. Okay, maybe for some the walk wasn't as leisurely as for others. See that little speck on the sand in the distance? That's Brown-Eyed Boy, racing ahead in search of adventure.






 

The return shuttles ran every hour on the quarter hour, and by the time we were finished exploring it was 25 minutes until the second-last sailing. Some decided to catch that departure, but our family chose not to rush, and to enjoy the peace and beauty for a little bit longer. We had plenty of time to pack up, continue visiting, walk to the dock on the other side of the island, and even managed to catch a few more pictures.








The water was much rougher on the way home, making it difficult to board and causing several of us to be quite soggy by the time we tied onto the pier at Punta del Este. The sun was still doing its thing, though, it being not even 4:45pm, and we dried quickly.

On the drive from Punta del Este, which is east of Maldonado to our home which is on the far west side of Maldonado, our car started overheating. We had planned to stop at the grocery store on the way home and buy a tub of ice cream (a once-in-a-while treat here, because it's so expensive) and play a game together, but now we weren't even going to make it home. Ed noticed the overheating in time to get us pulled over, and we walked a block to a gas station, bought icecream bars (an even rarer treat!), walked another block and ate our ice cream on the beach while the car cooled down.



From our little perch on a bit of a boardwalk we were able to look out across at the Island where we'd spent the day.  Everything comes full circle!
(Did you notice Brown-Eyed Boy in the foreground with his ice cream sandwich?)

What a wonderful day we had, celebrating with our team, our family. Celebrating a year here, a year together, a year of beginning to belong in this new land. Thank You, Lord!

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And the car? It went into the shop on the following Monday, and so far we still don't have it back - maybe maƱana.